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\nI remember a simpler time of drama, when it was all about questioning if I’m a true gamer. The complaints about grinding and always being bad at gearing up in WoW, to dealing with angry.
\nFast forward to this year, almost non-stop drama about love: heartbreaks, jealous
\nlovers, Wuffer, Jero, the group.. then Fluffy. When I have not had a break from this non-stop love drama that has happened for a WEEK (about Cola, or Fluffy, or Blue, or.. whatever else is there).
\nYes, I have gone insane (where I’ve nearly lost the desire to even write blog posts anymore), and I seriously need a break from VRChat.
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\nSo what happened the day before yesterday, I’ll give you a rundown;
\nFirst off, Chris apologized for saying all of that about Fluffy in public. But before I accepted it, I wanted him to know three things…
\n1. I do not have a ‘sex group’.
\n2. Fluffy is not ‘my boy’.
\n3. Told him about the confederate flag.
\nHe then tells me something’s going on with Acid (which I find out later from Acid
\nhimself, that is untrue). And the reason why the flag was there.. Acid told him to. But Acid told me that him and Chris were never informed Fluffy was no longer my son (so this would be Fluffy’s fault).
\n—
\nWatching a movie with Blue and Thresio, Cola joins and I see him and Blue talking and stuff. They come back and both start snuggling me. I tell them “I love both of you”.
\nThen Cola does something very strange with his hands, almost as if he was saying “No, I can’t. You should love Blue instead” (pointing to him). ..What?! For the longest time I was confused and upset, wanting answers from both of them. Blue is as confused as I am.
\nRan up to Cola who was alone and asked him what’s going on. I’m going through hell trying to understand these stupid charades he does.. instead of just using his mic. He finally unmutes himself and said he wanted me to show Blue more love. …And, I’ll have to admit, I talk to Cola more than Blue about random conversations. I’m putting too much focus on Cola and not of Blue.
\nBut this changed later that morning, having talks with Blue about RL conversations. And even at the end, we did.. well ‘the thing’. And for Blue, it was a fantastic experience to finally do what he wanted to in VR. \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n