{"id":7626,"date":"2019-11-11T01:34:57","date_gmt":"2019-11-11T06:34:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/?p=7626"},"modified":"2019-11-11T21:18:06","modified_gmt":"2019-11-12T02:18:06","slug":"inter-group-drama-justins-being-weird","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/2019\/11\/11\/inter-group-drama-justins-being-weird\/","title":{"rendered":"Inter-group drama \/ Justin’s being weird"},"content":{"rendered":"

Not really much happened today (compared to the day before). But a reason why I feel I really need to make this post now<\/span> instead of later, is what Justin did that bothers my mind a lot. I’m hoping he was just drunk or something like that.
\nBut we will soon start with Cola randomly asking that much dreaded, very difficult question (this time, with one of the group who just so happened to be in the right place at the wrong time).
\nBefore I do, I’ve been trying once again to test this chair thing. It is true what Blue said and I want to put the blame sorely on Wolves (for not allowing ‘leaf bones’), of why I had to do the dynamic bones like that. And apparently adding a chair (or anything to the head of that avatar) will cause it to be attached to the ears instead.. all because of the dynamic bones.
\nAlso I believe I know how to fix the ‘carry’ chair. Both Blue and Cola are sitting off to the right, so I need to move the chair left (to where the sitting part is right in the middle of my avatar’s chest). I also need to raise the height of the ‘on back’ chair. But the ‘snuggle’ chair is a bit of a mystery as to what’s going on with it. I set it far back in Unity, yet the other person is still inside me. So.. that’s weird.
\n=================================
\nInter-group drama<\/strong> (Cola does it again<\/span>)<\/em>
\nAgain I was hanging out in ingame chat with Kovo and the others. Not really much what was going on, and you could almost hear crickets chirping. Then Kovo broke the ice by saying he was “going to kill that zombie bitch” again. Oooh, I wanna see the pixelated goodness of your shitty internet connection!
\nWaited for Cola or anyone to get on. Someone new joins the voice chat that surprised the hell out of me.. “BBBBBLLLLLLUUUUEEEE!!!” I yell out, happy to see him. Turns out he too has the game (since its release on PC), and goes to help Kovo with his very rusty
\nskills (and an even worse internet connection than Kovo). May’ve not been pixelated, but my GOD.. 1-5 FPS?!
\n\"Unacceptable
\nWas still funny hearing Kovo freaking the fuck out whenever this zombie dragon was going to “suck his cock”.
\n“Oh no, she’s shaking that ass at me! NO!! I do NOT want that booty!!” \ud83e\udd23\ud83e\udd23\ud83d\ude02 Ahh Kovo. Of what I saw from his very pixelated stream, I told him “I’d so bone that dragon.” And Kovo’s all “you don’t know what it’s like! I have to put my cum on her because she’s ugly!!”
\nI still want him to buy me the game, even though I know it’s worse than Warframe (grind-wise). Never would’ve thought there’s a far worse grindy game than Warframe! Damn.
\nWatching Blue halfway with killing that boss again (for the 3rd time today), I saw Cola online but didn’t say anything (as that would be rude). But when I saw the boss drop and they got their loot, is when I was getting everything on me and told them. Blue acted like he was going to join me, but didn’t (and I got ingame).
\n–
\nWas still talking to them when I got up to Cola, and I heard him whispering. Very odd, so I muted\/deafened myself to hear what he was saying. Something about he was fixing something, and his parents just came home. Told him about my day, and that was about it. Except learning that he absolutely loves paintball (and the sound of hearing people in pain from it)..
\n\"You
\n\ud83d\ude05<\/p>\n

About here is when Blue joined the instance as Cola was telling me he was getting ready to go to bed. But with Blue here, it seemed he decided to stay up an hour or two longer. Nothing really special happened, only showing that I love them both. Oh, and apparently Cola doesn’t like being licked by Blue (saying his tongue is wet). So Blue had fun with
\nthis, trying to lick him while chasing.
\nIn the dark area, Blue’s somewhat giving Cola ideas for what he could do for Christmas. And I gave my own, saying Blue can be in a box (addressed to me), pop out of the box and have a bow attached to his ass, with ‘Merry Christmas’ attached to it.
\nAnd then, that’s where Cola asked that question again: “who would you pick?”, right infront of Blue. And I had enough of this. He kept saying “surely one of us is better than the other”.
\n\"Denied
\nI love ALL of you the same way! There is no one else I love more! Please, drop it! Yet he wouldn’t, saying Blue’s “the holy grail”. Blue says “I’m one of those throwaway cups you buy from the store!” …Mmm, Blue, don’t do that. So I said “all of you are holy grails, even Red. All three of you have no imperfections. You’re all perfect in my eyes. You all love
\nme, and I’m happy with that.” Then Blue said “how about this: I love both of you”.<\/p>\n

My brain right then and there;
\n\"Mcdebra
\n\"How
\nThe second image, I can see myself as the kid telling the two this. I don’t want to see nor hear any inter-group relationships going on. That’s not<\/strong><\/em> what I created this group for. But I never said that to them.
\nCola said how Blue “is a copy of him” (how Blue has a cape and a hoodie too). In a way you’re right there. And after that, the topic thankfully died down.
\n…I don’t know why Cola keeps selling himself short like this (why he feels Blue is so much better than him), or why it’s like he continuously wonders what I see in him that is so attractive.
\nCola, you just are<\/em>. So just..
\n\"Deal
\n=================================
\nJustin’s being weird<\/strong><\/em>
\nThat above picture is just.. perfect. lmao.
\nAnyway, it started to get packed in the world, and Cola pulled me into his home world, to tell me (personally) he’s going to bed. Kissed him goodnight and told him I love him (like I always do), and went back to Blue.
\nDecided to have a little fun, getting the sniper loli avatar out and taking shots at them. One of them seemed to not enjoy the jokes and took it a bit too serious (with one of them actually was acting they got shot.. god damn, phantom touch can be a real bitch for some). Did apologize, but the one that didn’t enjoy the jokes was all “you point any firearm at
\nme, I will go berserker mode.” Okay dude, chill. I was only having fun. But I left anyway as I felt I didn’t really need to be there. Yes Blue was there, but Foxgrace was also there (and of course he was playing the victim card saying someone tried to report him).
\n–
\nDecided to work on the previous blog post. As I do, Justin decides to say hi to me. Well hello there Justin. He asks me if I’m OK. Um.. why wouldn’t I be? Then he asks me about Fluffy.
\n\"Ryan
\nUgh. Really? You talked to him, didn’t you? So I was forced to explain how Fluffy’s annoying, so we stopped talking to eachother for two weeks. But instead of him being annoyed at me, he was hugging me. Um, okay. I expected to be told what a bad RP father I am, but instead he’s petting and hugging me.
\nThen he starts asking very, very odd questions. First, if I was “a gay or bi dragon”. Told him bi, and he pets my head. Then he tells me he’s got fetishes. Hey dude, I’m not going to judge you. It would be wrong.
\n“If you were pounding me and I shit on your cock?”
\n….Dude, you’re still asking questions, right? You’re not actually thinking of.. doing it with me, are you? And he said he’s still asking questions. Yeah, very disturbing questions. But I went with it, saying “well that’s what RP showers are for”.
\nThen he asked “Can I french kiss you”? And I said “Don’t you think that’s a bit too early for that?” See I was trying to be nice, and not be all “WTF.. get away from me, you freak!!”
\n–
\nHad to tell Fluffy what just happened as my mind was way too disturbed to think straight. Then I went to bed. Woke up an hour past 12 (over-sleeping is fun) and got back to work on this post. Justin wanted to talk again, this time wanting to friend me and talk ingame. I was talking to Dorrvivx at the time (having gotten a Vive and asking me to keep it secret from the others, which I did so very well). Did get on, and… my lord was it cringe after cringe.
\nStarted off with him asking me if we could hang out in VRChat. Um.. I’m here, aren’t I? You asked me to come. Though if you don’t need me, I’m going to take my headset off and get back to work on this blog post. I swear the guy lives in an RP world, and clearly doesn’t act their age (claims he’s 19, but when asking me “so what do you do in the dragon world?” … you clearly aren’t)
\n\"Yep,
\nI came so close to doing so, nervously laughing from time to time. Fluffy was there with
\nme, AFK. And when Fluffy came back, I can hear him sniffling as before while Justin kept on trying to get him to talk.
\nJustin then came back over to me, saying how “we look so cute together. We’re both
\nred, we both breath fire!”
\n\"Lord
\nTold Fluffy, and he said to “ditch him iv had it with him..”. Said I would follow his
\nlead, and he went offline moments after I said that. “Why’d he leave??” Justin confused not knowing what he did wrong. Yet I felt “Fluffy.. isn’t that a bit rough on him, just leaving him like that? Could had just talked to him.” But I did the same thing. Fluffy later agreed, but said the reasoning is “it\u2019s rlly hard for him to hate me I tried everything and nomatter what he will just forget”. Apparently Justin still has strong feelings for Fluffy.
\nJustin clearly has a screw loose in his head, but what’s sad (and I’m saying this in a nice way here), is he doesn’t understand what he’s doing wrong (nor thinks he has a
\nproblem).
\nHe’s too far gone then. And it’s still disturbing that he was.. actually hitting on me. Not once, but twice. Clearly he was horny or something. But he’s also been blocked (again).<\/p>\n

.
\nAnd so, that’s what’s been going on. As I said, Justin was the highlight of this (so much that I actually extended this post through today, just to explain what was going on).<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Not really much happened today (compared to the day before). But a reason why I feel I really need to make this post now instead of later, is what Justin did that bothers my mind a lot. I’m hoping he … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[25,26,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7626","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-drama","category-love-drama","category-personal"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7626","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7626"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7626\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7628,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7626\/revisions\/7628"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7626"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7626"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7626"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}