{"id":7425,"date":"2019-09-13T14:16:25","date_gmt":"2019-09-13T18:16:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/?p=7425"},"modified":"2019-09-13T14:58:56","modified_gmt":"2019-09-13T18:58:56","slug":"a-fling-from-my-not-too-distant-past-comes-back","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/2019\/09\/13\/a-fling-from-my-not-too-distant-past-comes-back\/","title":{"rendered":"A fling from my not too distant past, comes back"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/IkoidwsLXCg?start=2\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><br \/>\nThis music represents me, before and after my thing with Ron (and then Jero). But you could change some of the lyrics to VRChat-related things.<br \/>\nAnd if you asked me of which one I love the best, I would&#8212; well, I don&#8217;t wear clothes (as my sona), but Cola&#8217;s name would be on my chest (it&#8217;s just.. VR is a great way to express yourself). \ud83d\ude0f<br \/>\n&#8211;<br \/>\nBefore I asked Cola if he didn&#8217;t mind doing the &#8220;wild thing&#8221;, it was Red Fox.. and then there was someone else who I didn&#8217;t really have strong feelings for (but he&#8217;s pretty good in bed): Supermarioraymond1. Yes, that&#8217;s a big word, and you would expect the person behind that name to be 13 or younger. But thankfully no, for he sounds as if he&#8217;s in his mid 20&#8217;s.<br \/>\nLike I said, this was before the group as it&#8217;s known now, didn&#8217;t really exist back then. I loved who I could, as I was quite lonely. Raymond (who I&#8217;m going to call as its<br \/>\nshorter), was one of them. Then one day, me and him stopped seeing eachother as much. We haven&#8217;t talked for months.<br \/>\nAbout three or so days ago, I was with Cola and Blue. Cola went to bed, so I stayed with Blue. As things are starting to die down in this Friends+ world, Raymond showed up and saw I was with Blue. I could hear the disappointment in his voice, even saying how he wishes he was with me more.<br \/>\nSince there were people around, I couldn&#8217;t say &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry Raymond, but you had your chance. You stopped seeing me, so I had to move on.&#8221;<br \/>\nWhen Blue went AFK, this gave Raymond the green light in asking if we&#8217;re still friends. I said yes, and asked why of all of this time he chose to visit me. He said it was because of my status message (where I have &#8220;Depressed Bi Scalie&#8221;. But I&#8217;ve had this for a long<br \/>\ntime, and the &#8216;Depressed&#8217; part came from being unsure about Cola. However it can also mean that I&#8217;m usually depressed about my life or whatever.<br \/>\nStill doesn&#8217;t explain, why now. As I just said, I&#8217;ve had this for a long time. If he really cared about my well-being, why didn&#8217;t he show up sooner? Maybe he was just horny, and used it as a way to get to me&#8211; because it worked (when Blue went to bed).<\/p>\n<p>He&#8217;s welcome to join the group.. and this is also what made me so seriously in doubt about the whole &#8220;poly&#8221; thing (and the next day is when I told Fluffy. Not of Raymond, but of the &#8220;poly&#8221;).<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This music represents me, before and after my thing with Ron (and then Jero). But you could change some of the lyrics to VRChat-related things. And if you asked me of which one I love the best, I would&#8212; well, &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/2019\/09\/13\/a-fling-from-my-not-too-distant-past-comes-back\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[26,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7425","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-drama","category-personal"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7425","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7425"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7425\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7426,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7425\/revisions\/7426"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7425"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7425"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7425"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}