Last Friday, I was hoping for a peaceful evening (much like the last two) with no major drama that would warrant a blog post– that changed (and then some). For this drama has also revealed something that has been hidden from me for over a year, that made me wish I never joined VRChat.<\/p>\n
We went to the Mad Cat world (for some unknown reason. Kovo was bored I think). We were throwing those hammers, and I managed to side throw one perfectly into the top middle red orb. WOOT! Saturday afternoon, wake up around 11:30am and check my phone. See a message from Blueberry saying “oh shit I fucked up”. Asked him “in what way did you fuck up”, but never got an answer. That night, Insanely asked again to see me for a private conversation. He explained It’s now Sunday afternoon. Blueberry finally responds to the statement he Last Friday, I was hoping for a peaceful evening (much like the last two) with no major drama that would warrant a blog post– that changed (and then some). For this drama has also revealed something that has been hidden … Continue reading
\nAbout five minutes later, my son’s asking to talk to me in private. Finding no real secure points (except for the roof), I fly him up and we talk there. It is there he brings up the name of someone I hope to never hear from again; AshiPaws. He actually wanted my opinion on the guy, and so I was ohh so happy to give him it. Told him “don’t even bother talking to Ashi. He will just lie to you”.
\nBlueberry showed up during our conversation, which I tried to tell him to please leave the roof. “I already told him, he’s cool” Insanely said. Alright, fine. So Insanely thanked me and then went back to his own thing. Blueberry on the other hand, DM’d telling me to tell him, that he can still see Aftershock. So I tried to get Insanely back up to the roof, who was having his own private conversation with someone else.
\nThis kind of frustrated me, because I wanted him to come back up here so I can tell him. But I decided to DM him instead. Now himself and Blueberry are DMing me, and others are coming up to the roof wondering what I’m doing. This didn’t help my mentality and I started getting frustrated with everyone. Went to another world to escape this
\nmadness (and try to calm down), where Insanely, Blueberry and I discussed ingame and in DMs about what was going on.
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\nSo Blueberry’s telling a story of him feeling Aftershock’s spending more time with Ashi than with him.. to the point he claims Aftershock left his latest BF to be with Ashi
\nmore (over Ashi buying him a game).
\nInsanely meanwhile, was getting extremely annoyed at what Ashi had done to me and wanting to ‘defend’ me as his father by going up and confronting him. Tried telling him to let it go, as it happened over a year ago. But he shook his head no.
\nSometime later, Aftershock is DMing, asking me what Blueberry told me. I’m telling them I don’t want to deal with him right now.. don’t want to choose a side. He’s telling me that Blueberry’s lying to me. I don’t believe this, as Blueberry’s never lied before. And to me I just feel that if Aftershock wants to spend so much time with Ashi.. let him. He needs to learn what happens when you don’t listen to your friends’ advice of staying away from bad people. And when he learns, he’ll come back to Blueberry.
\nInsanely still is saying he’s going to get revenge on Ashi. Still trying to tell him over and over to let it go.. but it’s too late– he already left the world to confront him. God DAMNIT!! ..I don’t want to lose you to Ashi! Keep getting nervous he’s going to turn my son against me by manipulating him.
\nBlueberry’s now acting like “you don’t understand how bad it’s gotten for me! Ashi has yelled at me, and I don’t know how to deal with so much stress!” …Really? Poor YOU?! But at the time, I wanted to feel what he’s going through as much as what I was going through. Then he starts telling me about Aftershock, how he “treats me like I’m too young to do anything on my own”.
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\nTime passes (3:44am), and Blueberry’s getting worried Insanely hasn’t said anything since. But Insanely has been speaking to me, saying “I wanna protect you”. A few moments later, he says “Dad I\u2019m done with this drama dad you were right I shouldn\u2019t bother
\nashi…” oh, ya think<\/em>?? I tried to WARN you! Now you clearly made an enemy of Aftershock for ‘trying to be the hero’. *facepalm*<\/em> But he sees this as a victory for me, saying I will never hear about Ashi ever again.
\nMeanwhile, Blueberry’s still dealing with Aftershock and ends up blocking him, making matters worse (for him). But, we go to bed at our normal times.<\/p>\n
\nMid-Saturday afternoon (four hours before dinnertime), my son’s asking how I’m doing and saying “iv talked trash to ashi tords what happend” and adding he’s only trying to protect me.
\nSon.. for the last time, it happened over a year ago<\/span>. I do not need<\/em> protection, thanks anyway. And this kept on going back and forth for the next three hours (with Insanely trying to explain why he did what he did). He claims Ashi ” listened and he actually felt bad for him self bileave it or not”. Bullshit… there isn’t a nice bone in his body for what he did to me and the Best Boi community. We’re talking the same Ashi that faked his own death multiple times, all to get attention. He’s an attention whore, son. That’s all he is. And Insanely claims that Aftershock says, that Ashi is “sensitive”. Oh, then explain why he framed me and got me banned from the BB Discord for a week (and almost turned all of my friends against me in the process).
\nI’m sorry, son. I have been through this same song and dance before. Ashi will never<\/strong> change. It’s all lies when it comes to him. But.. whatever, I said my peace. Just make sure it doesn’t bounce back at me (such as Aftershock lecturing me). He tells me he’ll do his best, but I’m more worried about Blueberry ‘fucking up’.<\/p>\n
\nthat.. Blueberry lied to me. Well now. Guess I was wrong, and Aftershock was telling the truth afterall. He explained Blueberry was jealous over Aftershock hanging out with Ashi instead of him. So he lied to me. Meh, whatever. Not like the first time I thought someone was telling the truth.. really wasn’t.
\nOn top of that, this thing that Aftershock broke up with his BF was only partially true. He didn’t break up with them the way Blueberry stated, it was how the other just felt he wasn’t being a good BF (and felt he deserved better).
\nThen he told me that Aftershock wanted to speak to me, ingame. Now that I know Blueberry was only jealous, sure. He came into the world, and asked me of my point of view what happened. I did my best to recap what happened the past 48 hours of drama. Then he told me what Insanely told me, saying “Ashi isn’t a bad person”.
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\nAnd that, is when he told me a story that has been hidden from me. Who knows why, but it makes me greatly regret what I have done in the past.. defending a community, who was jealous of Ashi getting bigger than them. He told me the Best Boi community wanted to be the biggest community in VRChat. Then Ashi shows up and starts his own community. They see this as a challenge and tried to ruin him.. just like what Rusty did to my dear friend Creepery.
\nSo I was right definitely right about the mods being corrupted, but it’s worse than I thought. Still feel Twitchin caused Ashi to snap, but I didn’t know the reason.. now I
\ndo.
\nAftershock continues on saying the reason Ashi snapped is he was being blamed for things he didn’t do. He also says that Ashi has actually tried to commit suicide, all because of the Best Boi community. So this.. proves what Ashi was telling me before, that he had nothing against me. He also claimed about the banning thing, that he was “protecting” me. Perhaps trying to show me just how corrupt the mods really were.
\nBut that doesn’t explain that guy I spoke to who claimed Ashi did this and that to
\nhim, when I was banned.
\nWell, that was an eye opener. Insanely and Aftershock then wanted to speak in private. I went over to the mirror and reflected on the past. Then I looked at my arm band and sighed, like it was telling me “what happened was back then. This is the now. Focus on
\nthe now, not back then.” But it almost makes me want to unblock Ashi and talk to him again.. not to feel like I should apologize, but to see how he is without the Best Boi community in his face. Because I still remember a kinder Ashi, before all of this shit started.<\/p>\n
\nmade, saying “i think fluffy may be mad at me”. Told him I don’t feel he is, but he tells me that Insanely hasn’t spoken to him all day. I offered to talk to him in his behalf, and he said to please do.
\nDidn’t get a response from Insanely ’till nearly midnight into Monday, saying that he doesn’t feel comfortable talking to him, saying “aftershock tells me to not talk to blueberry. He has plans up his sleeve”. After posting what Blueberry told me, Insanely is now unsure if he should go behind Aftershock’s back. But I’m not done yet. I’m actually kind of annoyed at the whining of Blueberry being all “oh poor me Ashi yelled at me”. I could understand if it was recent, but it happened.. over a year ago. Dude, grow up. I’ve moved on, you<\/em> need to do so as well.
\nBut Insanely feels differently than I do. He knows it’s been over a year, but he reminds me of Blueberry’s jealousy. Plus, Blueberry is 10-years-old.
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\nHaven’t heard anything about the drama since this point, and hopefully I never will. All I know is it ruined my weekend. :\/<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"