{"id":6809,"date":"2019-04-22T13:06:11","date_gmt":"2019-04-22T17:06:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/?p=6809"},"modified":"2019-04-22T14:27:31","modified_gmt":"2019-04-22T18:27:31","slug":"a-sign-of-my-future-irl-being-love-sick-sucks-jusper-the-lover","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/2019\/04\/22\/a-sign-of-my-future-irl-being-love-sick-sucks-jusper-the-lover\/","title":{"rendered":"A sign of my future (IRL) \/ Being love sick sucks \/ Jusper the lover?"},"content":{"rendered":"

A sign of my future (IRL)<\/strong><\/em>
\nYesterday, my parents took me up to the store (except it was much later in the day). My father has been feeling sick and losing his memory, so I wanted badly to just order it online and let someone bring my usual Sunday groceries to me.. but he wanted to take me up there. And I feel this is going to be the last time.
\nUsually the two stay in the car and wait for me to get done, but this time my mother convinced my father to go in after I did, to get some water and other stuff. I heard her tell him “we’ll come back here and wait for him”.
\nDid my shopping as normal for a Sunday. When I was done and went to pay for it, I noticed no one was using the U-Scans. Perhaps going later in the day has its perks, as usually I have to wait for a spot. Get it all done and head out to the car, expecting them to be there waiting for me. Get to the car.. no parents inside. “How long does it take to get water?!” I exclaimed.
\nWaited what felt like 20 minutes, dealing with the glare of the Sun in my eyes while trying to look behind me back at the store, to see if they’ll pop up. But, nothing. It was this point where I wish I had my own license, so I wouldn’t have to be dealing with this (and embarrass myself by standing there infront of the trunk waiting for my parents).
\n–
\nDecided to go back in the building, worried the cold food I had was going to perish quicker by being out here in the warm heat of 71*F. Thankfully they have a place to sit in this
\narea, sat down and continued to wait.
\nIt’s now nearly 7pm.. almost two hours since we left home. Something may’ve happened to them, and was getting ready to go track them down. Finally, mother showed up and then promptly asked for my debit and Kroger card, saying father forgot his wallet.. *facepalm*
\nGave her them and continued to wait almost a half an hour, and the two finally came out of the building.
\nOy. Yeah, I think this’ll be the last time. This is too hard on father. There are other options.
\n…………………
\nBeing love sick sucks<\/strong><\/em>
\nFinally back home (and doing my other Sunday chores), I was unsure if I wanted to get on after what happened in the early afternoon (finding out Garruk has a boyfriend). Though I’m pleased to report that it’s starting to look better for the two. Always a good thing.
\nJust wish, it was better for me. :\/ But I eventually did get ingame (in VR, after making sure the batteries in my controllers STAY charged for longer than a day). Really getting tired of dealing with batteries losing nearly all of their charge in less than a week. It’s
\nridiculous.
\nKovo and friends are still hanging out in his world, but I wasn’t really in the mood to
\nsay “hey” to them (as Kovo isn’t the best person to go to when your heart is partially broken). Neither is Vale. So I stayed in the shadows watching them infront of that
\nmirror. I then had the idea to use an avatar that I can turn myself invisible, and listen into their conversation. Unfortunately, this avatar doesn’t make my name invisible, and Kovo was easily able to see me. But he never asked that ohh so annoying “You doin’ OKAY?!” line. He means well, but like I said.. wasn’t in the mood. Also, Kovo thought I was avoiding him due to him having one of his MMD avatars (aka his ‘sex bot’) as a companion next to him, and made fun of me over it.
\nLone showed up. I tried to get his attention by jumping up and down and hoping he would follow me, but he was too busy talking to Vale about getting some sort of ‘rainbow rifle’ in a game.
\n–
\nI then saw Jusper come into the world, and quickly teleported to spawn. Tried to call out his name, but I was too late and he hit the portal to talk to the others. So I tried to do the same thing I did for Lone, and it eventually worked. Started telling him about
\nGarruk.. then Kovo and Vale ran over trying to figure what’s going on. I ran the other direction, and got to talk to Jusper alone (finally). He told me another side of Garruk, that he was aroused by me when he first met me (possibly from my awkward position of laying on my bed IRL). He also told Jusper that he was trying to move away from it, hinting he has a boyfriend.. why he didn’t tell me. *sigh*
\nHe finally told me the reason why he’s not looking for a relationship; doesn’t want to deal with the drama of an online relationship. Then he said “stay away from Garruk. He wants an RP relationship”. Told him I wanted the same thing, due to my life.
\nAgain, Garruk is so like me it’s frightening. Probably how I’m able to communicate with him so well.. because I’m literally communicating with myself.<\/p>\n

Moving on (as this topic is going too long), Wuffer was there (in VR).. the FUCK?! I thought he was DONE!! Blocked his lying ass (and then tell Jusper all about what he did to me and Ballistic).
\nThere was also an instance of someone pissed at someone else by making fun of them for sounding like a girl (yet is a guy). Kovo was called in to help with it, but he created a new instance. Eventually joined it, but Kovo wasn’t there. Then Jusper starts talking to
\nair, and getting ready to ask me “did you block Wuffer?” I respawned and then joined another world.. a world sooo not optimized for VR. Every second or half a second, I was locked at a horrible framerate. Was so bad I was forced to manually close out the game.
\n—————
\nJusper the lover?<\/strong><\/em>
\nFelt pretty much ‘done’ with VR after that, but something told me “VRChat was probably too big for your computer to handle. Try rejoining, see if it happens again.” So I did, and this time they were scattered in multiple worlds. But I joined Kovo, who was in quite a familiar world I haven’t been to in a long while (this marks the second time I’ve been here in VR). It’s a retro-like world, where you can go anywhere in it. There’s no invisible walls or anything.
\nJusper was there, and we talked for awhile. He asked “what are you looking for in a potential relationship? Cuddling, lewd, or a bit of both?” I said “both, but more on the cuddling side”. Kovo happens to barge in unannounced, and we tell him “we weren’t talking about you, Kovo. Just having a private conversation.”
\nLater, Jusper asks “when it comes to cuddling, can it be anyone, or are you looking for a specific someone?” I honestly said “if anyone is willing to come up to me and give me snuggles, I welcome it.”
\nCan’t remember exactly what happened next, but I remember being away from the
\ngroup, Jusper comes over to me and starts snuggling me. Never expected him to ask
\nme “are you feeling it?” So we went to my home world.. I’ll spare the rest as it’s TMI, but it was pretty interesting. And this lasted ’till it was time for me to go to bed (him as well, as he’s in the same time zone I’m in.. he also lives in Ohio).<\/p>\n

Was a pretty bad day (IRL and ingame), but it ended on a quite awesome note. \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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