{"id":5439,"date":"2017-02-05T01:55:21","date_gmt":"2017-02-05T06:55:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/?p=5439"},"modified":"2017-02-05T02:58:59","modified_gmt":"2017-02-05T07:58:59","slug":"the-thoughts-of-being-a-game-reviewer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/2017\/02\/05\/the-thoughts-of-being-a-game-reviewer\/","title":{"rendered":"The thoughts of being a game &#8220;reviewer&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Alright, so I&#8217;m not going to lie here by saying &#8220;you all told me to do this&#8221;. We all know that it&#8217;s been nothing but a lie, and there&#8217;s no one that actually comes to this website, or sends me emails.. or any of the BS I keep saying (mainly to myself that having this website is still a good idea).<br \/>\nFirst off, yes this has to do with gaming, but it more has to do with the way I&#8217;ve been feeling lately of reviewing games. Plus, it&#8217;s about time this blog got some updated posts since the Presidential Election.<\/p>\n<p>Now, I <strong>love<\/strong> reviewing games. I love tearing them apart and exposing the devs as being con artists (or praise them for a damn good job). However, I feel I&#8217;m also wasting my time doing so. Mainly because.. I feel my opinions mean nothing when they aren&#8217;t being read by -real- people; especially video game companies. How I would love to be one of these semi-professional reviewers who get exclusive review copies and full rights to show off the game as I please.<\/p>\n<p>Though I also feel I&#8217;m not fully explaining the game&#8217;s many details, such as character development, and doing research on the developers\/publishers beforehand. Apparently there&#8217;s a lot more work involved, than just having a review copy in my hand and basing it off of my honest opinion.<br \/>\nThis comes apparent with these &#8220;mini-reviews&#8221; I&#8217;ve been doing of either not being ready to tackle the game, or downright refusing to review it because it&#8217;s not what I want. I cannot do this if I wish to be one of these good reviewers that people trust.<br \/>\nThe way these professional reviewers (that people listen to) word their opinions, I feel that I cannot possibly compete with that. I try my best by explaining the story, but often I&#8217;m literally repeating myself with the Game Features and Story being the same thing (when I can&#8217;t think of what else to say).<br \/>\nI&#8217;m out of ideas in setting up a new system (that I can work with). I don&#8217;t want to post paragraph after paragraph of all the fine details about a game. I want the review to have structure, and feel like my opinion counts. Yet with no one reading them and giving <em>me<\/em> constructive criticism(the irony)&#8230; what&#8217;s the point?<\/p>\n<p>Another reason I&#8217;m not popular is because, I don&#8217;t do videos like the pros do. Ask any Youtuber who does reviews like this, and they can easily tell you that this alone takes a very lengthy amount of time to set up (having the knowledge of using the right encoding options and knowing what to\/not edit) in order to present to the public (especially if doing it as a job rather than a hobby).<br \/>\nYet people would rather watch ingame footage on Youtube instead of read a bunch of words in a blog post, as it&#8217;s much more convenient (and also speaks for itself a lot better).<br \/>\nRemember that I tried this (as I said). I thought I could really be a someone. But the fact I couldn&#8217;t stand the sound of my own voice (as it&#8217;s not a deep, calm voice that most professionals have), I also refused to spend the required cash (and to learn) to improve my videos (by not using SHAREfactory as my encoder\/editor).<br \/>\n&#8212;<br \/>\nThough, <em>if<\/em> the program&#8217;s dev ever adds the option to set a button to pause active recording(to avoid using a large section trying to get to the good parts and taking up nearly all of the recording time), I might reconsider restarting my &#8216;PS4 Video Reviews&#8217;. Having a way to &#8216;edit&#8217; the video on the fly instead of after the recording is already made, would save me a LOT of headaches.<\/p>\n<p>So, does this ultimately mean I&#8217;m going to <span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">stop<\/span> doing reviews (and eventually shut down this website)? Honestly, I don&#8217;t know. The only person I know that <em>may<\/em> be still reading these blogs (yet only if his name is mentioned), offers no real advice on what I should do.. or even if I&#8217;m ready to take this website to the next level and make it public.<\/p>\n<p>.<br \/>\nThough I won&#8217;t be stopping anytime soon. As long as I still have somewhat of an interest in gaming (and Gamefly remains), I&#8217;m going to keep reviewing to the best of my abilities.<br \/>\nI just wish I could be reviewing these hot games as soon as they&#8217;re released, instead of several months (or even several years) after, when most people have already lost interest (and when Gamefly is finally able to send me a copy).<br \/>\nYes, once again, no one&#8217;s going to even read these reviews. But I feel I &#8220;owe it to myself&#8221; to review them. There&#8217;s some really interesting games(first time I&#8217;ve said that in years) coming this year, and I want to get them all played and reviewed before next year.<br \/>\nAs for Gamefly shipping when they have a good supply of a specific game(which often means it&#8217;s several months or a few years old), I managed to luck out by reviewing <em>Far Cry: Primal<\/em> while it was still new&#8217;ish. I feel I&#8217;m going to luck out again by reviewing <em>Dishonored 2<\/em> quite soon, as soon as I get the next shipment (as it has a High Availability the last time I looked).<\/p>\n<p>But usually if it does this and the game is still new&#8217;ish, it means the game sucks balls and hardly anyone&#8217;s interested in it. Yet <a href=\"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/games\/2016\/06\/29\/far-cry-primal-ps4-game-review\/\" target=\"_blank\">I felt<\/a> <em>Far Cry: Primal<\/em> was actually pretty good compared to what I personally heard about it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Alright, so I&#8217;m not going to lie here by saying &#8220;you all told me to do this&#8221;. We all know that it&#8217;s been nothing but a lie, and there&#8217;s no one that actually comes to this website, or sends me &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/2017\/02\/05\/the-thoughts-of-being-a-game-reviewer\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5439","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5439","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5439"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5439\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5443,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5439\/revisions\/5443"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5439"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5439"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5439"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}