{"id":9491,"date":"2018-08-14T01:26:42","date_gmt":"2018-08-14T05:26:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/games\/?p=9491"},"modified":"2018-08-14T03:22:00","modified_gmt":"2018-08-14T07:22:00","slug":"king-creepery-and-why-demoralizing-has-replaced-drama","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/games\/2018\/08\/14\/king-creepery-and-why-demoralizing-has-replaced-drama\/","title":{"rendered":"‘King Creepery’, and why ‘demoralizing’ has replaced ‘drama’"},"content":{"rendered":"

Creepery has been my best friend since I met him. But since yesterday… I’m having one of those ‘oh woe is me, everything is changing around me, I hate this game’ moments, where I wallow in my own self pity. *sighs*<\/em> And also discovering I can’t even run Windows Mixed Reality on my POS computer, didn’t help my mood.<\/p>\n

Most of the day went to trying to make a Best Boi for Sir.Rivers to download as a .unitypackage when I was done with it (and I would get the Dutchie after it). But given my edit of the previous post, this is (thankfully) no longer needed.
\nAfter seeing Rivers’ eye beams working, we hung out in a few worlds. He got bored and asked if any of my other friends were on, and I saw Creepery in his world. Decided to pay him a visit.. and I really wish I didn’t (as it really sucked my enjoyment of this game, out of me). Brought Rivers with me, though.
\nCrowd of Best Bois around Creepery, as he’s talking about changes coming to his world. This isn’t the part that demoralized me. It was sometime after he decided to show his ‘secret’ snow biome. It looks quite nice, but clearly it needs work (and he knows about it).
\nHe then respawned to bring another friend of his, while we explored the rest of this twisty snow biome.
\nChecking out this giant billboard that said “Please pardon our Best Boi mess” (rolled my eyes at that part). Ahh, Creepery. With your thoughts of a community being a ‘family’. BLEH! All you guys are, are a bunch of people I met on the internet! That’s all! There is no fucking ‘family’ crap!
\n–
\nDigressing aside, Creepery showed up with that friend. They stayed in a circle (while I stayed outside). And he’s all “I will do everything in my power to make sure the drama doesn’t happen again”. Taking about Kibble, and how “the king has left, so I’ll become the new king”. Even said that someone’s going to be doing a king avatar for him.
\nThat… was enough for my ears. The very thought of ‘King Creepery’, even though he’s my friend.. I am NOT going to bow down to you! And it looked like the group were kissing his ass, and one saying “we need more people like you”. Looking at this from another perspective, it makes me wonder why Creepery is even a mod of the AUFF (and should be part of the AUFF alliance). Can he really handle moderating one community, and running the other? Seriously?
\n–
\nHe talked about how inactive the BB mods were, which I agree (but didn’t want to speak), and he feels if they’re AFK for two weeks.. kick them. Only TWO WEEKS?! The MRT Server will allow you to be AFK for a MONTH without having to report in (and they do WorldEdits and shit)! I seriously wanted to say something, but I.. didn’t. I felt, why bother? I’m not going to be part of his community anyway (as he’s bringing those stupid laggy-ass meetings back).
\nCreepery just isn’t seeing what I saw, of why Kibble wants to shut the server down. He was sick of the drama, he couldn’t trust anyone (because we’re all children), and didn’t want to be a part of it anymore.
\nCreepery is ignoring this, seeing it as ‘weakness’ (just like Jrock). It probably is, and that’s why I wanted to walk away (and hide) from this conversation. I’m glad you want to keep the Best Boi name alive… but it’s pretty much over for me. The caring in me, died a LONG time ago dude. I’m literally like Kibble right now. If this means I’m weak.. so be it.
\n–
\nI even said (in this blog), that I didn’t even want<\/strong> to be a part of another community. I always make myself look bad in them, with how fucking childish my brain is (just like the Hyena Discord server, of leaving my clan all because they wanted to do changes to RP that I didn’t like.. and made an ass of myself there as well, with even Darn telling me to stop).<\/p>\n

I don’t belong in a community, period. And the only reason I’m staying with the AUFF,
\nis.. I’ve already said the reason. And even with that, I don’t see this community lasting that long. Not because of what Rocket said about the vote, but.. the place is rather dead (as in, only a few people post, compared to Creepery’s happy community). I don’t even have to be a part of it, to see the constant messages from his community when he’s sharing his screen with me.
\nWhy am I a mod for a dead as a doornail community? We have 100+ members, but hardly anyone talks. Even the people that I’ve ranked up to the ‘AUFF Recruits’ rank, hardly any of them thank me for greeting them. Surely Creepery is seeing this, yet doesn’t want to say anything to me.
\nI hope Klaus doesn’t do what Creepery does (by acting like the AUFF is ‘one big happy family’ (of Knuckles murderers). I just wish the community was more active.
\nWhat’s the point of watching a chat that hardly moves?<\/p>\n

I don’t know what the future holds (and\/or if I ever<\/span> (in my pathetic lifetime) get a system that can support VR), but if\/when I do leave the AUFF (and never join another unofficial community for as long as I live), that Klaus will accept my decision.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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