“What the fuck did you do?!” is probably coming to your mind after reading the title to this post. And my answer…this whole thing has been my fault since I came back to Wurm. I tried to drag him into a game he clearly shouldn’t be a part in. Wurm is an adult game, full of people who understand that things take time to get anywhere (and are rewarded for their efforts), as like real life.
\nTulsi, being just a kid, again has no business. I hoped I could teach him as angry taught me, and he -kind of- looked like he wanted to learn. Yet, he wants to play other games (Minecraft, ROBLOX etc) more than coming back to Wurm. I literally have to beg for him to come in and get things done.
\nHe clearly, doesn’t like this game. And the proof happened the day we moved out of OR for good.<\/p>\n
As I said before, B2 was to escort him away. He (as myself) told him to set a course for Cele. Tulsi seemed to understand how to do this after being told, and I felt there would be no problem. Just follow B2, and I’ll get him to our new home easy-peasy! With Tulsi out of the way (for now), I focused back on B2. Got back to his boat, and saw the crock that killed him (up on a hillside where I couldn’t get it). B2 got to his boat and looted his corpse. Instead of getting him out of there incase the crock wants a second go, I had him stay there incase Tulsi showed up. I get distracted again by him, and …B2 gets attacked by the same crock. Kills him again (and gets teleported back to the new deed) before I could try to tank it. This time it’s me VS the crock, and I’m kicking its ass for causing me so much grief. Then it just started flowing all back to me as I continue to escort him, of the reason he’s even in this game. It’s all because of me. I was hoping I could get him into the game, to prove to myself that I could teach him what Angry taught me. Yet the more I thought about it..I realized it wasn’t just Angry who taught me, but several people. Vixeyrose and Yeosh(surprised I still remember those names) taught me things as well. At that point, I had to confront him about this. I tried to catch him in a way he couldn’t use his ‘Tulsi head games’ to avoid answering the question, and admitted he doesn’t care for the game. And so I tried to do my best to convince him, to just..not play anymore. His response was “nooooooo!!!” (which I feel is just more of his head games. Sick of them). “What the fuck did you do?!” is probably coming to your mind after reading the title to this post. And my answer…this whole thing has been my fault since I came back to Wurm. I tried to drag him into … Continue reading
\nBut when B2 crossed the server border into Cele…Tulsi no longer was behind him. Instead, he wound up in Xanadu instead. I got a bit mad, asking “why weren’t you paying attention?” He claims he thought he had it set right, but clearly not.
\nTold myself “it’s his first time crossing servers. Don’t be hard on him, and just get him out of there!”<\/em> And so I did, telling him to set a course to Inde, do a 180 and go. Instead, he goes to Cele…..now on the wrong side of the server. FFFFFF—!!!
\nAt this time, B2’s water bar was low (and his water skin was empty). So I had him go to the shoreline, moor there and wait for Tulsi to eventually show up, and went back to him. I couldn’t send B2 to assist Tulsi, as I had no idea how he could reach him. Instead, I did my best to talk him of what servers to hop through in order to get on the south side of Cele. With myself being completely distracted of trying to instruct Tulsi, I glanced over at my second monitor and saw B2 being attacked by a crock! Tried to haul ass out of there, but the crock kept interrupting his attempts to raise the anchor..killing him like the sitting duck he was.
\nNOW..it’s personal. I tried to blame Tulsi for B2’s death, saying if he just understood a simple order, we wouldn’t be in this mess…but again, it was his first time. Since I couldn’t kick Tulsi’s ass, I decided I wanted to kick the crock instead.
\nHad to sail home, and picked B2 up. At this time, Tulsi finally got to the correct side of Cele. I told him to fully look to his right (where the coastline stops) and take a picture for me to know where he was. He..doesn’t know what a ‘shoreline’ is. WHAT THE FUCK?! HOW can you.. that’s something they teach you in kindergarten!!
\nHe wasn’t making this easy. However, neither was the sudden fog that decided to hamper my efforts even more. I told him to just head straight for the shore, but watch out for anything that tries to attack you. He understood this and did what was told of him.<\/p>\n
\nCrock dies. Decide to throw its corpse in my boat (so B2 could make the first meal in the new deed). I am SUPER-pissed right now at all of this. I decide to go find this ‘fuck’ myself and personally take him back to the deed.
\nFind Tulsi a bit further West of where B2 died twice. He’s AFK, and I ‘ping’ him in Skype (by yelling “WAKE UP!!”). Without a word, he starts following me. I decide to calm down and tell him to let me know if I get too far (as I cannot see behind me). Not a peep out of him…he’s no longer following me.
\nHe completely ignores what I said, saying “since i lost you i decided to go exploring”. At this time, I’m up to the top of my head with anger. So much that I decide to say “you know what? Go on. Explore. Just don’t come fucking crying to me when a troll kills you!”
\nAfter saying that, I calmed down a bit and told him “dude, you’re not prepared to explore. You don’t have gear or any way to heal yourself (or even a horse). Please, just follow me”. Eventually, he does. I told him how I feel he’s my responsibility in this game, and I’m only trying to protect him. And really, that’s the truth. Yet I have this issue of over<\/em>protecting (like a parent), and not just allowing things to happen on their own (aka, why I chose to resign as a Mod on the MRT).<\/p>\n
\nBut in all, I actually taught myself to tolerate some of this game. Tulsi is much too young to understand that.
\nBut the thing is, he refuses to go to anyone else’s deed in order to learn; he wants to stay with me. Yet I expect him to know his shit. And even if he agreed, I doubt he’ll have the will to keep logging in every day (as he hasn’t had it yet of living with me).<\/p>\n
\nWhy I feel like it was more of his head games? If he really wanted to prove he cared for Wurm, his response would’ve been a lot different and more sincere (than just “nooooooooooooo!!!”).
\nAnd this actually had ‘perks’ to it, as where Saint suggested to put Tulsi’s house, is now the official Cart Storage building for the deed. This is mainly because I didn’t like the design he had for the pens (and wanted to try my own idea).<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"